fresh sem...

Hi Diary... haven seen u for a while... always wanted to update u but there's so many things that i wanna write and cant find a suitable time to write it down...

hmmm felt like many things happened lately though i was hibernating at home... hey Diary u muz really pardon me cos there's sooooooo many things that i wanna tell u that i dunno where to start from...

hmmm.... anyway to have a closure on the jb issue... i went with eme and eh last 2 wks.. and this time i cleared the customs smoothly!!! except that they asked me to change my photo.. well... i juz happen to have become more meaty in person.. that's all~! =X haha.... had quite an enjoyable time with them... so admire eh cos every shirt that she bought was less than 10 bucks in our own currency! hahaha.. and it was the Mega sale~! so eme bought quite alot of shirts too... and their sale can be up to like 70%! haha... had a great time though we had to come back early cos eh got tuition that night... but i muz say it was a gd experience with them~!

hmmmm.... then along the wk... nothing much juz playing games.. the final fantasy compiled games that i bought from there... gd feeling to juz stay at home and ignore wat goes on outside~! then received news that my fren was hospitalised... i was so worried for her.. she had a blood clot on her right shoulder... til now she's still undergoing treatment though she's discharged.. poor thing. i felt so sorry for her that my tears kept flowing one night... suddenly got into a v depressing mood... thot that every man is act alone.. wat i mean is maybe.. hmmm... pyschologically.. i mean i was thinking... and relating to my past.. although someone is there with u physically... like in my case i was with my fren.. she had an injection at her stomach and she felt so numb from pain afterwards.. i was with her and i felt so sorry for her.. but i understand that i will nv fully understand her pain unless i go thru it myself.. i guess perhaps this mindset has resulted in me keeping to myself most of the time... well... i juz felt so overwhelmed with emotions.

i guess its a buildup of feelings that caused me feeling so down and depressed for a few days... i couldnt take it anymore and let out in tears the night before yesterday when my youngest sis came home from hall.. we had a long night talking into the early morning...

well well... guess i should stop that for now.. i still haven mentioned anything bout the topic.. haha.. anyway now for some light hearted stuff~!

its a new sem again~! this time round... all 3 of us are in uni... and my youngest sis is staying in hall... i can expect quite a number of changes... felt so overwhelmed that my sister is now in uni~! it was like not long ago that she left pri.. then sec.. then jc... and now... sometimes cant believe it~! guess i'll cry big time if my bro ever enters uni... hahha~!

act i can see some changes in myself ever since attachment... realised that i now take more effort in skincare... and abit of my image... think i'm no longer juz a student now... guess aft seeing the working world.. i will take more effort in preparing for sch.. haha~ its little changes here and there that i observe within myself... and the phrase is again reaffirmed... the only constant is change...

oh yes... went to sch for a workshop the other day... the interchange has moved to the other side of the train station... and the media sch is almost fully ready... its really gorgeous.... and i felt suddenly that this sem is going to be different... things have changed and i am moving on to my final yr.... WoW really dunno how to put my feelings into words...

in any case... i look fwd to the challenges of this new beginning juggling with sch work.. fyp and tuitions... haha Diary... u might see me less often then...

btw... how are my cousins doing??? haven really heard from them for some time... hope everything is going well for them....

and yes Zhao... looking fwd to ur homecoming definitely.... Cheers~!

May JL Have A Speedy Recovery~!