poetic

Hi Diary.... sorry i have been so lazy to blog lately... well... life as usual... really sad lately cos i lost my treasured memories from yunnan... all my pics from my 21st bday and all my uni pics... completely wiped out cos i reformated my com and i save my pics onto a spoilt disc... really sad... so sad that i spent an hr crying.. big big cries... partly also to clear watever negativity i had in me... not sure if it worked but well... life goes on...

today i dun wanna be too direct.. i wanna be more poetic in conveying my thoughts... hee.. give it a shot at my writing skills!

the flower, may appear radiant, may appear bright,
the flower, may appear worn, may appear neglected,
how is this so?
the flower chooses its appearance.
nonetheless, the appearance of the flower is a facade.
what lies beneath?
are there new petals waiting for be bloomed?
are there only last few petals waiting to be wilted?
for whom does the flower bloom?
for whom does the flower wilt?

the leaves around the flower,
are they as green as ever?
do they still bring out the beauty of the flower?
are they willing to hold the falling petals of the flower?

the four seasons, natural phenomena,
what happens to the flower?
will it enjoy the glow of spring?
will it flourish in the heat of summer?
will it withstand the breeze of autumn?
will it survive the coldness of winter?

at the present,
how is the flower?
basking in the company of flowers and leaves?
mocking at the facade of nature?
stones,
the flower stones.
the flower observes the surroundings,
attempting to look its best everyday,
accepting changes in weathers,
changes in wind directions,
changes in the elements.

the flower accepts,
what's past is past.
the flower looks ahead.

I think this is quite impressive! maybe i shld consider adopting this writing style in future.. haha... not bad... at least i reminded myself that i topped the class (and maybe the level?) for my literature exam in sec 2... haha those memories... reminded me of my strong interest in literature... hee...

Cheers!