sha la la la~

Hi Diary! It's been so long that I last updated that I almost cant rem my login!

Today's a happy day! I was feeling so troubled last few days. well i had a gd cry and found that i am ready to move on!

lately i've been busy with the certificate course. 6 modules of lessons and doing homework and the tension of going for assessment, and i am glad that i am going to complete my full cert soon! now i can design and develop courseware and assessment plan and can conduct training and assessment! first step nearer to a training career!

well after the course i start to think if i shld change careers now.. well well... we'll leave that for now..

back to today! i was actually quite sad til ytd. din know if i shld go out as i kept worrying if i have enough time to do my homework and work since its a long wkend. aft a while i decided to heck it and juz enjoy myself today! and i did of course.. been a v fulfilling day..

tks so much to eh for organising. i apologise if i have been difficult in one way or another as i sometimes think i do haha.. u made me see how nice it is to have frens, gd old frens. a feeling that i havent felt for a long time. :)

aft that i went to meet my cousins! and we decided that we are going batam in may! all set and the dates confirmed!!! Wheeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

oh yes, cant forget my sisters! they have been v nice and concerned bout me the last few days. its nice how three of us can support each other. home's always a safe harbour. :)

i suddenly felt like being in love.. a thot that came thru today.. however as one of the songs played, suddenly i felt a gripping fear from deep within.. i think it hit a scar haha... maybe i'm juz feeling too much emotions today hee....