Dear Diary.........

ahhh...... i seem to always start my blog with the same sentence.. but its really been a long time~! no single entry for sep!!! was i that bz??? hmmm...... juz din have the writing mood i guess.. anyway... i've decided to personify this blog.... Dear Diary~! though i nv kept a diary before... thot it sounds gd!

Dear Diary... was reading through my other entries juz now.. thot my english still wasnt That bad~! HeHeHe.... hmmm cant really tell how is my mood like today... the day seems to have juz passed so quickly!!! well well... 2 months have passed since i last blogged.. let me do a recount of the happenings today!!!

to pick up from where we have left off... well... things are improving for my family.. in fact u know.. Diary.. the whole family is so much closer now!!! seeing my dad recovering... changing from an apathetic man to a caring family man.. its like WoW~! i still have fears though... bout it happening again.. but let's not tok bout that now alrite~~~

hey Diary.. as for my frens... hmmmm.. will address this later.. let's see.. in sept... not much of events happening.. juz the usual stuff.. projects.. going for lessons... and maybe preparing for my big day~! haha... ok let's move to oct.. WooHoo~~~ most significant event is of cos... my bday celebration~! wow u know wat.. Diary.. that day was chaotic for me!!! having to juggle with different grps of frens.. making sure that things are going well.. then.... that camera that i borrowed from one of my buds dropped!!! omg.. i was totally disturbed by it.. and it still hasnt been resolved til date! it was quite a day for me.. started off abit badly cos the buffet uncle was quite late.. then seeing my guests coming... and then She was the last.. well.. not surprising.. *not sure if i should elaborate bout her later*.. Anyway Diary.. haven receieved so many gifts before~! may not be much to some lah but to me its quite alot hee~~~ at the end of the day i was Reaallllyyy tired.. not sure if it was worth it.. i guess i wun do such things again.. its like i din really have a fun time cos i was so bz with i dun even know wat!!! its really not easy to merge all of them together.. i dun even dare try cos they are juz so diverse!!! haha~~~ well... Diary.. see! i can mix with all kinds of company!!! but then again... i muz say that i was really quite touched when i see so many pple singing me the bday song.. lucky they stopped in time or i really would have teared~! it was Really a Great Sigh~!!! u should hv seen it Diary~! oops sounds a bit spooky... omg i think i'm quite crappy now..

alrite.. the timeline is drawn back to the present.. HmmMmm.... dun really know where to start from.. now i'm an adult~! not nice not nice.. i dun like it!! under the law.. i am entitled to all rights and liberty to my own life.. but there are still so many things i cant control!!! i guess when u get errr... more Mature.. u face more life and death.. rite Diary? there may be lots of joy along the way.. but i believe a misfortune impacts me far more greatly than a happy event.. hmmm .... *a long pause* dun really know how to continue.. ok drop that for now..

was jzu reading my frenster testimonials.. realised that i act feel quite gd bout those! boosts my esteem!!! haha~~ well Diary.. i'm quite well liked u know... *winks* oh yes.. suddenly reminded bout a fren.. michelle.. my sec sch fren.. she gave me the body shop whole series perfume!!! i was so surprised when she told me she had a present for me!!! made me feel really bad that i have neglected her as a fren.. shall try my best to rekindle ties!!! hey Diary i realised that i have been quite unfair to some of my frens.. as in neglected them... its a relief and i would say a blessing to know that there are act so many frens out there who cares bout me!!! (i feel lah...) anyway~~~ i guess my frens make up a big part of my life.. cos its like i seem to be thinking bout them.. talking bout them.. dreaming bout them... all the time!!! there are so many frens that i feel indebted to.. frens that i dun talk much with.. but they have a special place in my heart!!! some frens.. i dun really tok in depth.. but can relate to them easily!!! well... of all kinds! as i said Diary.. i mix ard easily! HaHa...

WoW~~~ quite long.. din really tok in-depth today.. okok nvm~~~ there's always a chance Diary~! i'll see u soon~!!!

It's Not Always Nice To Hit The Next Age Bracket~!