what does the future lie for me???

Hi Diary~~~ i realised that most of the time my blog has quite a negative connotation.. hopefully i wun always write bout negative stuff.. hopefully i have more happy stuff to tell u~!!! hee~

well well... went to the divine.. last nite.. another overwhelming session again!!! it was like.. aft my sis told Him wanna get talisman for her exams then my turn rite... then when i say the same thing He asked like.. 'have u seriously considered wat i advised u before?' at first din get wat He mean.. then realised that He's toking bout the joint venture of us 3 sisters...

aiyo~ He told me quite a no of errr... dao4 li3.. which is trying to tell me that own kin is more trustworthy than frens.. then say that if i haven started planning my future i would have failed by 50%~! wow it was really a stressful session~!!! with so many pple there eating popcorn~! its like the pple there some waiting to ask some are helpers.. juz sitting in the living room there watching our conversation~!!! wanted to ask more but then dun wanna tok so much in front of them lah~~ No privacy~!!!

anyway back to wat He advised.. well... He seems to be 'compelling' me and my sisters to work together.. this sentence that He said really sounds nice... He said that if we work together we can create a 'chun1 tian1' which is like WoW~!!! hahaha~~~ well... cos i think He has foreseen that the 3 of us will be studying bout related stuff.. cos He said that if we were to work with others.. we'll be fighting with each other for a bowl of rice... He told us to give it a careful thot then go back to Him again...

well.. i was discussing with my youngest sis yesterday on the way home.. haha~~ hey Diary we had a funny thot.. it was like u know.. we concluded that Guys here are quite errr.. 'against' women being too high up in the corporate ladder.. then we were wondering.. perhaps the opprtunity cost of having a gd career is our other elements of life forgone.. like u know.. having a family and stuff.. haha~~ this sounds quite funny... juz a passing thot though...

i think i was quite clear of my own career path until after wat He said yesterday... well.. i guess i'm one career-minded lady... haha~~~ which means i muz be prepared for all the drawbacks of being one~ anyway.. the prospect of commanding respect from employees and being in power and control is.. Attractive to me~!!! hahaha~~ but i guess i make a lousy leader cos i'm too people oriented.. as in i prefer to build gd relationships with others.. which is bit difficult if i wan to be up there on the corporate ladder.. in any case... i am looking fwd to my future.. the career part of cos~!!! as for the rest... ageing... coming into contact with the helpless life cycle of a human... romance... advancements of the society... all these sucks~! anyway anyway.. haha~ i'm juz gonna look fwd to wat i wanna achieve~!!! maybe i will do another entry on wat i wanna achieve another time when i really have the inspirations~~~ haha... not bad Diary.. today i sound quite light-hearted~!!!

The Drive And Enthusiasm Towards The Future~!