first entry in 2006...

Hi Diary~!

realised that i haven had any entries in this year... well.. its too late to wish u happy new yr too.. so i'm juz gonna proceed..

hmmm looking back on the last yr which was Not so long ago... i certainly had a signigicant year.. well... i'm not on that really rem things well.. or really the kind that sets new year resolutions so i have nothing to 'evaluate' the year. anyway... one of the things or maybe The Most significant thing that i consider is wat happened to my family. i consider it my Family instead of my father alone cos wat happened actually impacted the whole family. things change, some for the better some for the worse.. well.. i would say its another Experience of life that has made me more resilient... ha! i sound like i've seen the world~! hmmm... other things.. cant really rem... my memory fails me~~ haha... well... maybe the most helpless thing is that this year has made me age another yr.. oh yes.. which reminds me.. the year where i had my 21st bday celebration. first time ever... witnessed my frens turning into adulthood.. ah.... long way to go in life.... i think there are many other things along the way but i cant seem to rem off hand.. anyway dates are nv impt to me so guess that's the reason y i cant be bothered...

well... in this coming year.. wat am i in for? i dun really know.. been trying to ask myself if i should start setting new year resolutions.. but then i really dunno wat to set.. haha.. am i so drained of drive for the new year? i dun really know.. anyway.. wat i can expect is the feelings aft zhao leaves.. the changes that take place along the way.. looking fwd to his return... then.. my attachment... hmmm looking fwd to better finances... maybe that's all for now... dun dare expect too much.. u know.. the ability of life to bring surprises and agonies is amazing... haha~

sigh.. am i juz a born pessimist or has life juz made me so? i feel so sad thinking bout wat lies ahead... oh maybe juz cos its a rainy day and my mood sucks~ either way... i dun feel gd bout wat's to come.. cos i'm having lessons tml~! haha~ ok Diary.. that's quite enuff for now... see u soon~

New Year, New Beginnings~!