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Hi Diary...

dun really know wat to do at this pt of time so i thot i'll juz blog hee...

well well... dunno where to begin as usual... had quite a bz day... felt so sick yesterday though i onli had a v mild flu... dunno wat made me so persistent on seeing a doc... felt Sooooo tired... lethargic i guess... hmmm i felt so bad that i missed the whole day of lessons.. perhaps also cos i wanted to get a MC haha that's y so determined to go see doc.. in the morn had to cancel my fyp meeting... then missed lessons in the noon... sigh~~~ bz bz bz....

today feeling better... went for training today.. so cute.. eh's sis said hi to me~! at first i so shocked cos she juz said.. i'm eh's sis... its like she can recognise me when i cant~! hahaha~! so funny.... hmmmm the training... still ok... though sounds like i've got lots to learn.. but juz give myself time to familiarise... i thot it was a gd learning experience to know something bout the banking sector too.... hee...

act i'm quite in a dilemma... at first i was quite worried cos i dunno if i can juggle both work and sch and my tuitions... really a test of my time management skills... haha... juz hope it goes well... hee.. came to a realisation today... think i got to really start working real fast or i cant finish my stuff in time.. there were a few moments today when i act 'enjoyed' being bz cos that takes my mind away from other things... as in i juz hv time to concentrate on wat i'm currently doing and mentally plan wat i'm gonna do next haha...

hmmm i was telling zhao that day on msn that i ought to blog this... and i rem~! hee... act i was really sad bout the demise of the famous wild life lover this wk... i sort of got quite depressed for the whole day and a day afterwards.. oh yes.. here's a little joke...

Me: hey i'm so sad(bout his death) i cant concentrate on my work
zhao: wat's that got to do with u??? stop finding excuses...

i thot its quite funny and that cheered me up a little hahaha.... ok back to the pt... i think i got so sad that i even cried.. its so saddening cos its impossible or rather extremely rare to find a man with a passion and love so great that goes beyond the risk of losing his life in getting up close with the wild... i wld say its a loss to the world cos we've lost an educator... sigh...

and another thing is... which is really evident from this incident.. is that life's really vulnerable.. and it's further re-enforced.... sigh.. and another pt that came to my mind was... some pple came to this earth with a purpose.. to enrich and educate the mankind... and these pple are really wonderful and great.. like him.. he's definitely one of them.. i was chatting with jl that day and she told me she read in the news that a ten yr old gal in sg died of a flesh eating disease.. i think she too came to this earth for a purpose.. she served as a lesson for pple to constantly remind us how lucky we are.. and for the medical practitioners to bring medical science to greater heights..

life... sigh~ ok enuff bout that... something that we cant control anyway.. haha... act lately i felt like... dunno.. i started wondering again if i'm too kind a person that pple can easily take advantage of... hmmm dunno... think i shldnt go into too much detail for now.. the blog's quite long already~ haha...

Some People Come To This Earth With A Purpose~!