heavy or light?

Hi Diary... its the wkend today.. time really flies .. how each wk juz come and go...

ah.... really bz last few days... feel so packed everyday with sch work~! guess i deserve a little bit of rest this wkend though there's a presentation next wk~!

hmmm i said heavy or light... cos act today i felt both feelings.. guess i'll touch on juz one in detail...

initially i was fuming... or rather disturbed bout the screwup... playing us out last min.. when it was supposed to be a day that disallowed any form of barriers or mistakes~! initially i wanted to write down the details of the whole issue.. but i guess it serves no pt now.. seems like i was the only one who was deeply annoyed by it... maybe i shld juz listen to wat eme said.. dun care dun bother and dun expect returns...

well.. i shld say more bout the light part~! had a GREAT time today~! i muz say it was really really fun... the efforts that we spent planning and the card that i did... felt so proud of myself~! hee... i guess the only pity part was that zhao was not here... but then again... there'll be other chances~! hee... time really flies when one is having fun... it seemed like we juz started a game and before u know it, time's up... haha... maybe we shld go back again someday... and the turnout was great i muz say.. seemed like its been a long time since we had such a big group gathering... though lots of things are changing.. i hope all of us will be able to manage our time well and make an effort.. nonetheless.. even if we cant meet frequently in future (which will most prob be the case.. an ugly reality), all those times that we had will definitely form happy memories... and i guess wat's more impt is to make the best out of every meeting that's so hard to come by...

hmmm dun really know wat i'm trying to say... but i muz say that i'm happy for wat i did for eh~! she's act one of the very very few that i made something especially for.. i think i haven even done that for my sec sch buds (oopS)... anyway.. i'm glad.. juz v glad to hv met someone like her.. each other's emotional support... *winks*

act aft coming home and toking to my sisters bout the fuming issue.. i sort of cooled down.. so i muz really give them credit too~! hee... and i think i should treat them nicer cos they have always listened to my complaints or unhappiness when i come home and tok to them bout my frens... maybe at the end of the day.. my sisters are actually my best frens? hahaha....

well... maybe i'm juz too free in my mind now so keep feeling bothered by it... well... once the wk starts i'll have my hands full on sch work again~! so i'll forget bout all these issues that doesnt deserve my attention hee...

Happy 21st Bday, EH~!