recounting...

Hi Diary... haven been updating u for such a long long time~!

let's see wat has happened... hmmmm this is my last semester.... continuing with the language at a higher level.. and i have this mod that i really hate lots... so much that i feel so reluctant to go for lessons... totally no content and yet the expectation is so high... made me feel like juz screwing it... such a big proj grp which makes coordination difficult.. sigh sigh sigh...

and toking bout my fyp.. the due date is so near and i have not started on the report yet! have done 5 site visits til i get so sick of attending... haha... though quite interesting... visited the top of a construction site... then went to a petrochemical co which served as sumptuous lunch... well... its interesting along the way... at least the proj does not have much figures and i dun have to run those spss stuff which i really have no idea bout.. *thank god* but now muz really work hard on the report~!

and yes... volunteer proj has come to a close 2 wks ago... the finale was so heart wrenching.. made me full of emotions and teared so easily... felt so vulnerable haha.... but i totally have no regrets... and its definitely something worth my memory.. i guess it is something that i wun wanna go thru again haha~ but we shall see.... hehe~~~

throughout the course of the proj especially towards the ending.. i realised that i have neglected alot of pple ard me... which included my family as in my parents and bro since my sisters are in the proj as well... then there are my sec sch mates and jc mates... well well... i have made efforts to get in touch back with my family.. have been spending time with my bro bringing him out to get the sneakers that he wants... and helping my parents make preparations for new yr.. next target will be my frens hee....

but then again.. drift back to the proj... it was really an empowering experience with the things that we did... and i learnt that a committed person really feels more strongly in terms of emotions... to quote wat eh said.. 'double the happiness, double the sadness'... i guess no amt of words can describe exactly wat i went through... the feelings are beyond my vocabulary power haha...

hmmm not much focus in this blog... seems like juz an entry to show that it is still active.. haha... pre cny mood~! haha... not that i am really looking fwd though... but juz that i see it more of a time to relax and rest... the thot of the period aft cny.. sigh~ gonna be madness with those fyp and proj deadlines...

shall tok to u again soon~

Happy Chinese New Year~!