crossroad

Hi Diary~ yeah no updates for a really long time... have been quite lazy to type...

still miss the trip that i went on earlier... since the last entry, i've been to yunnan and back~! its a Reeally beautiful place... (Rating: 5/5!) the one thing i miss most is the weather!!! i will always rem the feeling when i stepped out of the plane over there... the cool and chilly air is something that i will never experience back here at home... and the first time on board a plane.. *reminiscing* hmmmMmmmmMmmm.... lots of first time experiences for me... with my sec sch frens... a long awaited dream to travel together.. 5 of us... we have finally did it!!! ups and downs, gd and bad, pleasant and unpleasant.. we experienced everything during that 9 days... and now we are left with a stronger bond and fond memories... i thank everyone of them, jl,ds,sl,yf, for giving me such a wonderful first time experience abroad..

it was really a nice trip... i missed home of cos... and i cried on the bus at the thought of my mum who cant witness the beautiful scenery that i was viewing... and got lost... and fell into the pond.. miss the toilets, the purchasing power, the beautiful tribal costumes, changing from hotels to hotels... haha... so funny at the thot of it... oh i really miss the place~!!!! i hope to go back again in my retired days.. hee... u muz also visit there if u get the chance~! i hope to visit china in winter soon with my parents.. i wanna see snow~!!! hehe...

oh and aft the trip, there was a period of time when i din wanna do anything but isolate myself.. i guess i still couldnt get back to reality that i am home... haha... and probably feeling too lost... and time seems to fly.. it's almost one mth since i got back... so lately been moving full swing in getting a job cos i'm living on borrowed expenses... i got so sad last wk that i think i was going into depression...

things are better this wk... at least attended my first interview ytd.. and a few more to come i hope... one is confirmed haha.. oh yes.. why do i say cross road... cos i realised as i get more calls that i am feeling quite lost as to wat choice to make for my career... the most ideal situation... if all of these companies offer me a position... wat would i use as the selection criteria? is it pay? overseas posting? benefits? job security? company branding? i feel so lost... and a fear that i will make the wrong choice...

let me share with u something too... job hunting is really strange... when u dun hear anything, u dun... when u start to hear something, everything comes. haha... well.. i prob worry too much at the moment... maybe shld decide when there's really an offer hee... update u soon!

To Make A Choice, Prioritise First~!