dearies...

Hi Diary~! hope you are doing well~! been wanting to blog but juz couldnt get down to it~! haha... Well Well Well... feeling GREAT~!

dun really know where to start but i'll get by anyway haha... hmmm everything's been nice lately.. guess cos i'm feeling gd~! bulk of the projects have been completed~~~ finally~~~ though exams are up next but well... i choose to take a breather first~! hehe....

really wanna acknowledge my frens~! lately i've been quite irritating haha... u know who u are~! haha... in any case... i feel that our frenships have taken on a higher level and i muz say i'm proud of that~! regardless of the reasons... its still a fact~! however one ironic thing i noticed is that we are still not physically close... was telling ben yesterday.. its like during the training i've hugged my buddy and my students but its ironic that all of us being so close and been thru so many things that we haven even hugged before haha... for me i've always thot they are not open to this idea and hence take the more conservative approach... nonetheless i muz say that my level of trust in each and every one of them has increased~! its like in the past i always used to think of toking to them as literally a level lower than me since they are younger.. howevery i realised not too long ago that they can actually provide me with insights that i've nv come to think of~! so now... i see them as the same level as me~! hehehe... thanks dearies~! appreciate every single one of you~!

hmmm my sister has been saying that 3 of us have always been harsh to each other... as in we are stingy with our praises to each other but harsh on critics... hmmm.... set me thinking... perhaps wat she said is rite? i guess i muz take note of this and constantly remind myself to treat my sisters better... cos i really admit that i neglect them and treat my frens better instead.. hehe.... so what's next??? to acknowledge my sisters and be generous and not hold back any praises for them~!

well well... where shld i proceed from here.. ok lah.. tok bout the issue close to my heart haha... yeah that's rite... yes that's the one... hahaha~~~ hmmmm so far... seems like i'm taking the lead and hasnt been able to make my significance felt... but guess maybe that's better? haha... but muz admit that i will think bout that everyday...thinking bout the person of cos.... haha... but then again... i know how to balance this time... guess i cant be too aggressive... i wun wanna risk losing everything before there's any headway... hee.... wish me luck~!!!! LOL

been in a very gd mood lately... guess i still belong to the playful type... once work chokes me up i get v down hee... but lately like wat i said... bulk of the workload is done and i keep thinking of play~! when exams are next~! guess i got to really start disciplining myself to start studying~!!! which i guess is really hard for now since i still cant get into the studying momentum~!

Happy Birthday, Juan~!