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Hi Diary.... time flies... my main paper is over haha...

act felt quite sad aft the paper cos i realised that i have made quite a number of mistakes and i din complete the paper... sigh~~~ but well... its over~! so i got to juz move on~!

anyway quite glad that things have run smoothly and i'm able to go back to work next wk~! juz that i have another paper so i got to remind myself to work hard for it~! but its an elective so... haha... juz that i got tonnes of readings.. typical of a sociology paper... quite looking forward to go back to work though... at least there's some monetary incentive~! unlike going to sch... no input onli output haha...

hmmmm dun really know where to continue from here... but well... last nite i had a date... haha... its been sooooooooo long that i went out with someone alone~! hahah... oh man.. i feel so weird saying it here haha..... hmmmm ok censor that for now... haha....

hmmmm i think i have neglected my students too.... its my fault... now that i am freer i shld spend more effort with them.... i feel that though i attend their meetings but it seems like i haven been tightening them on their goals... ah.... i'm aware i'm aware~! hee...

i think i haven really been thinking lately cos it seems like wat i juz said are so lacking in substance~! hmmmm oh yeah some thoughts that i had... hmmm i was thinking perhaps sometimes being overly stubborn deprives myself of some things... i guess its a matter of contentment and expectations... i guess sometimes its gd to indulge in instant gratification... its like.. well u onli live once... if strictly abiding by those rules probably u'll end up an unhappier person? haha... ah... the principle of 'temptations'... i guess its juz me... haha... i cant stand temptations so sometimes i give in... but i do weigh carefully pros and cons... and most importantly... will i regret if i do this? and of cos... i do things on gut feel... so... sometimes i forget to 'pause' and 'think'.. hmmm... the concept of 'rationality'.. haha... where am i heading man??? unstructured thots~!

Instant Gratification~!